single/
Date Of Birth ; 0808
Current age . 20something
Occupation ; Model/Writer
Location . Mostly LDN,
♥♥♥_About Me.
♥ Punk ♥ Reggae ♥ Hip-Hop ♥ Ska
♥ Hardcore ♥ Politics ♥ Culture
♥ Social Awareness ♥ Language
♥ Maths ♥ Chaos Theory ♥ Activism
♥ Permaculture ♥ Anthropology
♥ Blonde ♥Blue Eyed. Boring.
♥ Never posts pictures. Lazy. ♥ Dance
♥ Friends ♥ Travel ♥ Family ♥ Writing
♥ Reading
thing you downloaded: Nothing
song listened to: Empire State of Mind - Alicia Keyes, beautiful song, and recently I'm really missing New York. The time I spent there was very romantic. Carefree, smitten and in new York. But I feels I really need to point out, this has nothing at all to do with E. item you read: Silly comments on Facebook. I hate how it's like one big party when it really isn't.
person you talked to: Marie. Love you!
item you purchased: Vitamins, make up. Could I be anymore exciting?
text you recieved: "This Friday! Hope you can make it. Would be awesome to see your beautiful face, Lady P"
text you sent: "I wish I had a private jet. I would be there in an instant. Love you xxx"
person you kissed: Still no comment
thing you did before filling this out: Checked me facebook.
thing you thought about: It was actually when I was writing that thing about missing New York, I started thinking about well, New York, and E. He was so damaged, and I really hate using that word, but I shared some of the wickedest times with him.
Some of the cast in my life story! I'll add more in time. Please don't be offended I I didn't list you!!
Stussy: BFF. Notable for her deathly palour, extraordinary talent, and wicked sense of humour.
Leni: Another BFF. Easy Going, Sweet, Funny, and Mother of my God Daughter.
Sam: Best BFF. Used to be my neighbour. Obssessed with Skateboarding. Would trust with my Soul.
Chilli: Chilled out BFF who has a weird half American Accent and a mass of red hair.
Pebbles: Cute BFF, impeccable dress sense, absolute sweetheart, and mother to Zakai.
J: On/Off Boy Thing. Overly Charismatic and vomit inducingly funny.
Jacob: X-Boy. Overly Complicated friendship. But otherwise a hardworking guy dedicated to the Cause.
Jake: My little brother. Quiet. Unassuming. Adorable.
Masie: Little Sister. Cute. Smart and probably set out to be the family genius (cause I failed at it.)
Johnny: New BF. Well new compared to the others. One of my favourite mischief partners.
Marie: Has the patience of a saint. Is my long suffering point of constant contact as my agent.
E: X-Boy. Had an On/Off Relationship for about 4/5 years. Sweet but broken. We have a weird friendship.
Kei: Leni's husband. Rockstar. And one of my favourite housemates ever. We made the best sandwiches.
Aidan: The one and original x-boy. My high school sweetheart. Nothing weird. Just wicked friends.
I think I finally did right for once. I don't know if it will last forever, but I'm fairly certain I made a good choice. It all starts with a guy I will call...J. For many years J and I have walked in the same circles but we never ended up being anything more than just friend of friends. A while ago, like a really long time ago we, er, spent an evening together under the premise we would never ever mention it again. It was just our little secret.
The scene we're both a part of is pretty small, and like a rural village, gossip spreads quickly. We didn't want to be gossip so neither of us mentioned it ever again. Until a few weeks ago when we hung out at a show. Things progressed from there. We officially dated for two weeks then he called it quits. Because Jacob appeared out of nowhere.
Jacob, J and I were at a show. I hadn't seen Jacob for ages (because he comes and goes as he pleases). We chatted for a bit and his final words to me was 'you're with J? Don't fuck it up!'. Naturally, I was overwhelmed with good vibes. My lovely callous ex, who split up with me, told ME not to 'fuck it up'. Inevitable as is, we had an argument, which was witnessed by J. So J ended it. He sort of figured it was all getting a bit complicated. I would have called it quitstoo if I was him.
I was pretty annoyed for a few days then I figured, fuck it. Jacob has screwed enough of my happiness opportunities. So, I went to see J and told him that we should try this. He agreed. And now I'm a happy bunny.
I guess, the whole thing is weird for me. If I'm being honest, Jacobs been such a massive part of my life for a long time. I still consider what he says to me. But not today, not anymore :)
Nuff, Nuff of this stuff. xx