single/
Date Of Birth ; 0808
Current age . 20something
Occupation ; Model/Writer
Location . Mostly LDN,
♥♥♥_About Me.
♥ Punk ♥ Reggae ♥ Hip-Hop ♥ Ska
♥ Hardcore ♥ Politics ♥ Culture
♥ Social Awareness ♥ Language
♥ Maths ♥ Chaos Theory ♥ Activism
♥ Permaculture ♥ Anthropology
♥ Blonde ♥Blue Eyed. Boring.
♥ Never posts pictures. Lazy. ♥ Dance
♥ Friends ♥ Travel ♥ Family ♥ Writing
♥ Reading
thing you downloaded: Nothing
song listened to: Empire State of Mind - Alicia Keyes, beautiful song, and recently I'm really missing New York. The time I spent there was very romantic. Carefree, smitten and in new York. But I feels I really need to point out, this has nothing at all to do with E. item you read: Silly comments on Facebook. I hate how it's like one big party when it really isn't.
person you talked to: Marie. Love you!
item you purchased: Vitamins, make up. Could I be anymore exciting?
text you recieved: "This Friday! Hope you can make it. Would be awesome to see your beautiful face, Lady P"
text you sent: "I wish I had a private jet. I would be there in an instant. Love you xxx"
person you kissed: Still no comment
thing you did before filling this out: Checked me facebook.
thing you thought about: It was actually when I was writing that thing about missing New York, I started thinking about well, New York, and E. He was so damaged, and I really hate using that word, but I shared some of the wickedest times with him.
Some of the cast in my life story! I'll add more in time. Please don't be offended I I didn't list you!!
Stussy: BFF. Notable for her deathly palour, extraordinary talent, and wicked sense of humour.
Leni: Another BFF. Easy Going, Sweet, Funny, and Mother of my God Daughter.
Sam: Best BFF. Used to be my neighbour. Obssessed with Skateboarding. Would trust with my Soul.
Chilli: Chilled out BFF who has a weird half American Accent and a mass of red hair.
Pebbles: Cute BFF, impeccable dress sense, absolute sweetheart, and mother to Zakai.
J: On/Off Boy Thing. Overly Charismatic and vomit inducingly funny.
Jacob: X-Boy. Overly Complicated friendship. But otherwise a hardworking guy dedicated to the Cause.
Jake: My little brother. Quiet. Unassuming. Adorable.
Masie: Little Sister. Cute. Smart and probably set out to be the family genius (cause I failed at it.)
Johnny: New BF. Well new compared to the others. One of my favourite mischief partners.
Marie: Has the patience of a saint. Is my long suffering point of constant contact as my agent.
E: X-Boy. Had an On/Off Relationship for about 4/5 years. Sweet but broken. We have a weird friendship.
Kei: Leni's husband. Rockstar. And one of my favourite housemates ever. We made the best sandwiches.
Aidan: The one and original x-boy. My high school sweetheart. Nothing weird. Just wicked friends.
The day started more idylically in the warmth of my bed, with my...er...'friend'? We were awoken by my obnoxious alarm clock which I had accidently set to play his band at 5am in the grey morning. J was not impressed. I got an hour of subsequent mockery.
I managed to get to Paris hours later than planned after suffering from many, many transport delays. Anyway, due to the frantic rush and the uber super short notice, I hadn't really been listening to what I would be doing. I knew I was making a music video but I didn't know who for. It turned out to be Mat...my ex. No fucking joke. I choked on my water when I realised.
The whole time in Paris was so short we didn't really get much chance to talk...although we were in each others hair for 48 hours straight. The irony of the video was not lost on me. I play his ex girlfriend...*sigh*...and we had to act out all these faux happy memories. It's not too bad though, there are other things going on in the video. Other people and shit. It's not just some messed up homage to our relationship. That would scare me. Actually I'm slightly weirded out that the song might actually be about me. Despite having heard it lots, it's incredibly beautiful.
The only time Mat and I were alone was when he was passing the dressing room and I tripped simutaneously (who said models had eloquence and grace?). He came over as a gentleman does and asked if I was ok. I asked him if he had requested me for the video. He said no, that the photographer had. I don't know...I mean it was all very amicable and civil but all a bit too weird, y'know.
Anyway, he gave me a demo of the new album. In it's a little note that says 'For you...Mat xx'. Is there a double meaning? eh? Is there? Either way, it caused me and J to have a slight tiff. Our first one ever. J had told me he was cool with me working with my ex, but when he saw the demo he suddenly became uneasy about it. It doesn't matter though. We're all sorted. We're cool. And we have the next four days together completelyuninterrupted. Bliss!
(I wrote this post across three days...I don't think it makes sense really!)