single/
Date Of Birth ; 0808
Current age . 20something
Occupation ; Model/Writer
Location . Mostly LDN,
♥♥♥_About Me.
♥ Punk ♥ Reggae ♥ Hip-Hop ♥ Ska
♥ Hardcore ♥ Politics ♥ Culture
♥ Social Awareness ♥ Language
♥ Maths ♥ Chaos Theory ♥ Activism
♥ Permaculture ♥ Anthropology
♥ Blonde ♥Blue Eyed. Boring.
♥ Never posts pictures. Lazy. ♥ Dance
♥ Friends ♥ Travel ♥ Family ♥ Writing
♥ Reading
thing you downloaded: Nothing
song listened to: Empire State of Mind - Alicia Keyes, beautiful song, and recently I'm really missing New York. The time I spent there was very romantic. Carefree, smitten and in new York. But I feels I really need to point out, this has nothing at all to do with E. item you read: Silly comments on Facebook. I hate how it's like one big party when it really isn't.
person you talked to: Marie. Love you!
item you purchased: Vitamins, make up. Could I be anymore exciting?
text you recieved: "This Friday! Hope you can make it. Would be awesome to see your beautiful face, Lady P"
text you sent: "I wish I had a private jet. I would be there in an instant. Love you xxx"
person you kissed: Still no comment
thing you did before filling this out: Checked me facebook.
thing you thought about: It was actually when I was writing that thing about missing New York, I started thinking about well, New York, and E. He was so damaged, and I really hate using that word, but I shared some of the wickedest times with him.
Some of the cast in my life story! I'll add more in time. Please don't be offended I I didn't list you!!
Stussy: BFF. Notable for her deathly palour, extraordinary talent, and wicked sense of humour.
Leni: Another BFF. Easy Going, Sweet, Funny, and Mother of my God Daughter.
Sam: Best BFF. Used to be my neighbour. Obssessed with Skateboarding. Would trust with my Soul.
Chilli: Chilled out BFF who has a weird half American Accent and a mass of red hair.
Pebbles: Cute BFF, impeccable dress sense, absolute sweetheart, and mother to Zakai.
J: On/Off Boy Thing. Overly Charismatic and vomit inducingly funny.
Jacob: X-Boy. Overly Complicated friendship. But otherwise a hardworking guy dedicated to the Cause.
Jake: My little brother. Quiet. Unassuming. Adorable.
Masie: Little Sister. Cute. Smart and probably set out to be the family genius (cause I failed at it.)
Johnny: New BF. Well new compared to the others. One of my favourite mischief partners.
Marie: Has the patience of a saint. Is my long suffering point of constant contact as my agent.
E: X-Boy. Had an On/Off Relationship for about 4/5 years. Sweet but broken. We have a weird friendship.
Kei: Leni's husband. Rockstar. And one of my favourite housemates ever. We made the best sandwiches.
Aidan: The one and original x-boy. My high school sweetheart. Nothing weird. Just wicked friends.
♥12:30 - 19:30 - Met my mother and had lunch in Convent Garden. Bumped into a few people including Serena. Went to British Museum. Visited some shops. Got a beautiful vintage dress. It's white, and just ever so beautiful. I do wonder if it looks a bit too much like a wedding dress.
♥19:30 - 22:30 - Met Johnny on the way home. We brought some sushi and alocohol then made our way home. He was looking very dapper I must admit. Got home. Chilli, her uber crush Denny, and Stussy were all there. We drank for a while before heading off to the bar down the road.
♥22:30 - 3am - Being all very drunk we decided to go to a club. Everyone except Johnny and I insisted on going home to get changed first. So we headed off on our own. We were a bit too dizzy to find the club and just fell into one near us. We never met with the others.
♥3am - We leave the club and think about going home. Johnny insists we take the scenic route. We sit outside a pub.
♥3:46am (I think) - Johnny tells me he's in love with me. And I start crying. We sit in silence for a while. We drink the rest of our accumalated drinks. I don't remember anything more.
♥9am - I wake to find I'm at home. J is carrying me to bed. He tells me he's just arrived and found me and Johnny sleeping on the sofa (separately I might add). J doesn't say much and things start to click in my head as I drink my tea. As I postulate bad things happening I decide nothing could have happened cause well, surely I'd know. J then tells me I called him at 5am to tell him 'nothing's going on'.
♥9:30am - We went downstairs. Johnny wakes. He doesn't remember anything past 2am apparently. It's super awkward. None of us mention anything as we go for food. In fact, J and Johnny talk about music.
♥12:30 - till now - Everyone goes home in different directions. I go to sleep. I get a text from both of them. Johnny's says 'good night from what I remember', J's says 'I trust you Niquee, but I'm not an idiot'.
I just tried to ring J but he didn't answer. I imagine he's busy. Johnny is a really amazing guy. I find him such an inspirational yet down to earth person. Having said that I'm super happy with J, more than I ever thought I would be. I kind of thought it was a fling ,as did he but we get on really well. We do our own thing but when we're together is exciting, sexy and romantic all at the same time. I think it kind of works that I have this sort of respect for him. He sort of keeps me in line if that doesn't sound awful. J makes fun of me when I'm being superficial or melodramatic. At the same time he respects who I am and treats me like an adult.
I know it's wrong to compare people but with E, he had so much going on all the time. E could be really emotional, and he was like this broken person. Johnny, the other one, treated me like a goddess. I think thats why I felt I could be so cruel. I think I can be quite receptive to people when I'm going out with them. I think it's important to find a balance. J doesn't fawn over me, and tells me to sort myself out when I'm being idiotic. He's a strong person and I guess that rubs off on me.
As for Johnny, I don't know if he remembers what he said. We talk almost every day though so I guess I'll figure it out sooner or later.
I have also been to Spain with my old skool friends and we had a fucking amazing time. I'm currently off for a few days, the weather's a bit shite but I get to hang out with my wonderful other half, J. I must say its really nice to be with someone and have a normal relationship. No complaints!
Must dash, my mum is down for the day, will meet her at the train station. We're going to have lunch in Convent Garden and then go shopping. It was her birthday a while ago and I promised her good times. After she gets the last train home I'm off to meet Johnny for a drink. The girls are meeting us later, and possibly J if he's finished what he's doing.