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Date Of Birth ; 0808
Current age . 20something
Occupation ; Model/Writer
Location . Mostly LDN,
♥♥♥_About Me.
♥ Punk ♥ Reggae ♥ Hip-Hop ♥ Ska
♥ Hardcore ♥ Politics ♥ Culture
♥ Social Awareness ♥ Language
♥ Maths ♥ Chaos Theory ♥ Activism
♥ Permaculture ♥ Anthropology
♥ Blonde ♥Blue Eyed. Boring.
♥ Never posts pictures. Lazy. ♥ Dance
♥ Friends ♥ Travel ♥ Family ♥ Writing
♥ Reading
thing you downloaded: Nothing
song listened to: Empire State of Mind - Alicia Keyes, beautiful song, and recently I'm really missing New York. The time I spent there was very romantic. Carefree, smitten and in new York. But I feels I really need to point out, this has nothing at all to do with E. item you read: Silly comments on Facebook. I hate how it's like one big party when it really isn't.
person you talked to: Marie. Love you!
item you purchased: Vitamins, make up. Could I be anymore exciting?
text you recieved: "This Friday! Hope you can make it. Would be awesome to see your beautiful face, Lady P"
text you sent: "I wish I had a private jet. I would be there in an instant. Love you xxx"
person you kissed: Still no comment
thing you did before filling this out: Checked me facebook.
thing you thought about: It was actually when I was writing that thing about missing New York, I started thinking about well, New York, and E. He was so damaged, and I really hate using that word, but I shared some of the wickedest times with him.
Some of the cast in my life story! I'll add more in time. Please don't be offended I I didn't list you!!
Stussy: BFF. Notable for her deathly palour, extraordinary talent, and wicked sense of humour.
Leni: Another BFF. Easy Going, Sweet, Funny, and Mother of my God Daughter.
Sam: Best BFF. Used to be my neighbour. Obssessed with Skateboarding. Would trust with my Soul.
Chilli: Chilled out BFF who has a weird half American Accent and a mass of red hair.
Pebbles: Cute BFF, impeccable dress sense, absolute sweetheart, and mother to Zakai.
J: On/Off Boy Thing. Overly Charismatic and vomit inducingly funny.
Jacob: X-Boy. Overly Complicated friendship. But otherwise a hardworking guy dedicated to the Cause.
Jake: My little brother. Quiet. Unassuming. Adorable.
Masie: Little Sister. Cute. Smart and probably set out to be the family genius (cause I failed at it.)
Johnny: New BF. Well new compared to the others. One of my favourite mischief partners.
Marie: Has the patience of a saint. Is my long suffering point of constant contact as my agent.
E: X-Boy. Had an On/Off Relationship for about 4/5 years. Sweet but broken. We have a weird friendship.
Kei: Leni's husband. Rockstar. And one of my favourite housemates ever. We made the best sandwiches.
Aidan: The one and original x-boy. My high school sweetheart. Nothing weird. Just wicked friends.
J was in a really long term (5 or 6 years) relationship before me and I thought they'd split up at Christmas. I found out a bit later it was in February. J and I got together at the end of February. He said in a moment of honesty that he thought I was a bit of fun, that he didn't plan on actually liking me. He said for a while he was just not dealing with splitting up with his girlfriend, and then whe she came to see him, he just relapsed.
I don't know how I'm supposed to feel? J and I have never even said we're really going out together. We definitely hadn't really defined anything in June. I mean yeah I can be mad at him a little, but what about her? And god, I don't know. Apart from this, and the slightly thorny issue of Johnny, we have this amazing err, courtship.
I just didn't think it would be J. He was the most straightforward relationship I've ever had. Or at least I thought so. I'm just proved wrong time and time again. Whats wrong with me? After turning E down too. Thats a whole other story. Not thats an achievement. Well it is sorta.
And then I called Sam last night and he's not happy. The shop is closing down, something they had been trying to sort out for such a long time. It's really affected his relationship with Jenna. They're still at a difficult point. It kills me to not be able to be there for him. I want him to come live with me in LDN.
Stussy has gone back home for the time being. She was only staying with me whilst she had work down here, an exhibition and things. Chilli has gone to the US to see her father. The house is so quiet. So anyway, Sam told me Jake has a new girlfriend. I'm not jealous but the girl he's chosen, she's just so, so wrong.
Back in the day there was a group of girls who were younger than us. I'm not meaning this to come out in any kind of funny way but they sort of used to try to be part of our crowd. They were always hitting on the boys and they would do it in the most attention seeking ways. One of them used to crush on Jay so bad, and another one would always copy my hair and clothes. It was so weird. I once remember wearing an almost cheerleader outfit with bright pink hair. She wore the exact same outfit pretty much a few weeks later.
So anyway, Jake is going out with one of those. I just don't get it. I mean I know them to say 'hi' but thats it. She's like this clingy, attention seeking...child. Jake has always gone out with smart, down to earth girls. She is the anti-thesis of everything he likes in a girl. Maybe I'm just being a bitch, I just can't fathom it. Jake doesn't owe me anything and she's probably a nice person but I just don't really understand. Am I meant to?